All the orchids gone, Now I care for dead gardens.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 19:56:18 GMT

Whee. I'm such a loser for not posting in this.

Whee for me I got a new journal. Prolly will post in that than this cos the name "confused_geek" is just too...geeky! And I'm not like that. Omg, like no way. ^_^

So just reporting that the summer hols is going "brill". When I say brill, normally it means boring! Hehe.

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 19:33:44 GMT

oooooh I feel so unloved.

SOMEONE COMMENT TO ME! *cries* I bet I would get noooo comment cos no one...reads this. *sigh* Ah well.

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 23:50:34 GMT

OMG, I swear my mom's boyfriend is a rascist! *spits*

We were just watching this advert for Linford Christie for GB, and he suddenly said "Man, he cant be british cos hes black." O_o . Thats just so...*growl* GAH.
One of those days, I'll bitchslap him. ^_^

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 15:49:27 GMT

<lj-cut text="put names of movies in bold and add five more movies at the bottom

01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. Goonies
26. Baseketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie (Spiceworld)
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legends
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. The Crow
48. The Princess and the Warrior
49. Seabiscuit
50. Hard Core Logo
51. Phantom of the Paradise
52. Zardoz
53. Lost in Translation
54. American Beauty
55. Big Fish
56. Starship Troopers
57. Starship Troopers 2
58. The Lost Boys
59. All About Eve
60. Showgirls
61. Swept Away
62. Star Wars: A New Hope
63. Black Hawk Down
64. Elizabeth
65. The Shawshank Redemption
66. Four Weddings and a Funeral
67. The Sound of Music
68. Notting Hill
69. Scotland, pa
70. Oxygen
71. The Ring
72. Shrunken Heads
73. Legend
74. About a Boy
75. Lilo and Stitch
76. Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
77. Pitch Black
78. Maid in Manhattan
79. Willow
80. The Usual Suspects
81. Naked Tango
82. Labyrinth
83. Fight Club
84. The Dark Crystal
85. The Nightmare Before Christmas
86. Idle Hands
87. From Hell
88. Meet Joe Black
89. The Breakfast Club
90. FAME
91. Moon Child
92. Zatoichi
93. Ichi the Killer
94. Gohatto
95. Velvet Goldmine
96. Bend It Like Beckham
97. Far and Away
98: Raiders of the Lost Ark
99: X-Men (2?)
100: Lethal Weapon
101. Pi
102: The Chosen
103: Amadeus
104. Gummo
105. Sliding Doors
106. Gone With The Wind
107. Wizard of Oz
108. Back to the Future
109. Haggard
110. Empire Records
111. Zoolander
112. The Bird Cage
113. Girl, Interrupted
114. Better Off Dead
115. Euro Trip
116. Good Will Hunting
117. Never Been Kissed
118. Drive Me Crazy
119. Sixteen Candles
120. Pretty in Pink
121. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

122. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
123. 10 Things I Hate About You
124. Bridget Jones' Diary
125. Top Gun
126. Ferris Bueller's Day Off
127. Vanilla Sky
128. Ocean's Eleven
129. The Boondock Saints
130. Ed Wood
131. Batman
132. Newsies
133. Moulin Rouge
134. "O"
135. Troop Beverly Hills
136. The Matrix
137. West Side Story
139. The Land Before Time (original)
140. American History X
141. Amelie
142. Vulgar the clown
143. You've Got Mail
144. Almost Famous
145. The Notebook
146. Terminator 2
147. Sister Act 2
148. Princess Mononoke
149. My Neighbor Totoro
150. Monty Python's Meaning of Life
151. Laputa: Castle in the Sky
152. Mulholland drive
153. Donnie Brasco
154. True Romance
155. Once Upon a Time in America
156. Stand By Me
157. Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe
158. Beauty and the Beast
159. Ever After
160. Father of the Bride
161. Memento
162. Adaptation
163. Run Lola Run
164. Rainman
165. Steel Magnolias
166. Casper
167. Josie and the Pussycats
168. Say Anything
169. Mad Love
170. L.A. Confidential
171. Citizen Kane
172. Psycho (1960) << i saw that when i was 5, thats so sad..
173. Bring It On Again
174. Honey
175. Blow
176. A Walk To Remember
177. CAMP
178. How To Deal
179. Radioflyer
180. Nothing But Trouble
181. Igby Goes Down
182. Garden State
183. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
184. Heathers
185. A Beautiful Mind
186. Thelma and Louise
187. Clueless
188. The Royal Tenenbaums
189. Less Than Zero
190. The Rules of Attraction
191. Blue Collar Comedy Tour
192. Wimbeldon
193. Children Of Dune
194. The Grudge
195. Angel Eyes
196. Cube
197. Victor/Victoria
198. Some Like it Hot
199. The Wedding Singer
200. Waking Ned Divine
201. Time Bandits
202. Hook
203. The War of the Buttons
204. Benny & Joon
205. Phantom of the Opera
206. Meet the Parents
207. Meet the Fockers
208. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
209. A White Christmas
210. Grease
211. Apocalypse Now
212. Pulp Fiction
213. An American Werewolf In London
214. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
215. Kill Bill Vol. 2
216. Shikoku
217. Poltergeist
218. The Island of Dr Moreau
219. The Awful Truth (series)
220. The Incredibles
221. Jawbreaker
222. Freeway
223. The Ring 2
224. Sugar & Spice
225. Spiderman
226. Saving Silverman
227. Runaway Bride
228. Armageddon
229. Saw
230. House on Haunted Hill
231. Miss Congeniality
232. Miss Congeniality 2
233. Barber Shop
234. Barber Shop 2: Back In Business
235. Back To The Future 2
236. White Orlander
237. Mulan
238. Cursed
239. The Excercist
240. Ray

241: Manhunter

242: Stigmata

243: Long Gone

244: The skulls

245: City of Angels

246: Playing God

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 19:59:11 GMT

So I went to Exeter today and got two CDs. Once and Mother Earth. It cost £32 pounds. Grr. I didn't even want the DVD on the Within Tempation album. I love the Once CD though, cos its all silver and shiny! Im a great fan of shiny stuff ;) I love I wish I had an angel and Nemo! The music video is great too. Tarja looks so...angelic :p

Im yet to listen Mother Earth though. BUT oh, Im going now..CSI is on now! Woot!

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 16:20:43 GMT

Heh. Im bored. Im updating my journal but it says im not signed in. So..if I update this, what am i updating? O_o

Ooooh well. I think I need to change my layout, its getting boring now. I think Ill change it to a hot background with a hot banner(which I do have anyway). urgh, I feel bad now because I just realise Ive been a *major* bitch to Cat. I only just realised. I feel guilty too

Damnit. I want to go to DVD/CD shoppppppping. I deserve it. Oh yes, I do. Even if I got a..*bad* report, I still deserve it for my hard work this term. Perhaps Im pushing my luck a little bit :p If I could go shopping tomorrow, I would buy a CD..of Within Temptation Nightwish, perhaps a CD of Bon Jovi..., then DVD of CSI season 4, then Murder One case 2, the one with Anthony La Paglia, then the X-files because its a great show. THEN buy a can of coke... But I dont think Ill be able to afford half of it anyway. *I hope I can go shopping this week*

Um..nothing special happened today. I think my auntie has forgotten all about coming to see me and me brother on this easter day. So I missed out on another easter egg. Im not too bothered. .*growl* Well Im lying. ^_^

^ _^ hee. Ill be off nowies. To eat my chocolate bar. Heeh.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 23:53:52 GMT

*sigh* I should retire to my bed.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 23:24:13 GMT

*sigh*

*flicks bat poo*

*flicks hair*

Today was interesting. NOT. Teachers a bit boring. Lessons boring. Food was boring too.

Hmmph Im still waiting for my Wishmaster CD. Its a horrible wait. Those...pesky gay people just cant be borthered to ring me up. Hmmph.

I think I should go to the cinema soonI want to see the Phantom of the Opera. , I just realised I havent been there over 3 years. *gasp*

Im such a loner. :P

gahh.....

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 15:19:41 GMT

Whoo! Xmas! Stuffing! Happy day!

I got my letter from darklane yesterday! Whoo! thank you for the chocolate and the songs! I had a bike, dvds, money...girly stuff but we dont need to go into details.

Its not snowing here!!! The snow cloud has just missed my town by like a damn ficking mile!!!! *sigh* I knew it wasnt going to happen. The weather has let me down yet again. I think Ill move to up north of england...or Scotland. I need snow. Snow. Why isnt anyone on today? Just because Its christmas day, doesnt mean you cant go onto the computer!

Ooooooooo I just realised that I got my RE GCSE mock in a month and 2 days time...*nervous*

I think Ill get off to eat more stuffing while you people better wish THAT I get some snow!! :)

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 14:03:39 GMT

Ick. Poo. Fick. Doing my history homework somehow takes me more than it should do. It should take me 15 mins to do....20 mins has gone already! Maybe if I stop sneaking onto the computer, it might help.

I think Ill change my font on LJ, I dont know how, but I got to change it because it looks so boring! Maybe its because Im bored. Bored kazzy. Bored.Very. Why isnt anyone on msn now? This is all your fault. Maybe I should add people onto my msn from LJ. I shouldnt be bored. I got the whole internet to surf on. Still Im bored. History homework is boring. I know what I would love to do right now. Watch CSI after I missed it last night in order to watch Talented Mr Ripley. Didnt think much of it til after Jude Law was naked. Didnt like it much either. But it was nice to see his six pack though. Im not depressed. Im just bored. Oooh I forgot!! To eat my chocolate from the advent calender :p *eats chocolate* 19th of December? 7 more days to go! Im excited now. And bored.

Might come back on and post a new one.

Do anyone like my new banner? :)

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:40:54 GMT

Ack..I so cant be bothered to re-re-write my post. It was pretty long but Ill write down the basics..

I had a good day today because had no school today. Whoo. Whee.

But had to go to the hospital instead for a "check up" . It went well I think. It would have been much more fun if Rory (my dad) came. Its a BIG shame that hes confined to his bed. It means he cant give me my present. *sobs*. Ill get over it. Bleugh. Probably wont see Rory again til at the end of January. *:(

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 23:51:17 GMT

Very simply, the reason you are here, is obviously because you have heard about the idea that is going around Livejournal at the moment.

But in the rare event that you were one of the people who came surfing by ever so randomly... this is what all this is about.

Tartanshell came up with this brilliant idea which spread like wildfire throughout the livejournal community. The idea was simple. Wish the coming Christmas season, it was time to get into the Christmas mood. Therefore in tartanshell's words:

Step One

Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two

Surf around your friends list (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

------------------tartanshell------------------

You know why you are here. To wish. hop along to the form, and tell the wishmaster your details. Also, remember. Give, and you might receive. Check the masterlist often! Happy wishing everybody! And have a merry merry christmas!

Feel free to grant any wish. ;)
1) A grissom/William Petersen Icon
2) A Paid account (of course)
3) CSI season 3 part 2...
4) A hug..two hugs please!
5) Send me a song of your favourite...Any song!
6) Erm..A chocolate bar? Okay, too ambititious! :p
7) A lipstick/make-up
8) A letter would be so cool! I love recieving letters...And replying back is a must for me.
9) A good book that you cant stop reading..Not new of course.
10) An apple...Im having difficulty to get to 10!

3 Tumbling Fields Lane
Tiverton
England
EX16 4LN

If you happen to get anything for me...I would be shocked as well happy!

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 21:43:20 GMT

Wheee! Im offically happy today!

I think I need some....hugs..for good luck! Im meant to be revising...but...no...but..I found something slightly more interesting than the angle of incidence...blah...I still cant remember what was more interesting than the angle thingy...

Im going back to revison agaaainnnn....and see if Ive learnt anything yet..If I happen to reply again..It means I cant revise....;)

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 23:20:54 GMT

Well..Ive had a bad day and I have to say that I cannot wait til...xmas day then I wont die of coronart heart disease! I think I would write more than this if it wasnt so late!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 16:37:22 GMT

AHHHSHIYNOFUCKYOUCOMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!! I just written a big post..until the computer started acting stupid and i lost what I was writing!

Oh well! I was just saying that..I feel lonely and cold! Thats all...There was something else as well..but i think ill remember it later....

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 15:46:26 GMT

Im bored..and

my journal is empty, i feel empty now, my friends replies feel empty...everything feels empty!

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 16:45:13 GMT

I shouldnt reallly post quizes and surveys...I dont know what to talk about!!!

Oooh! I could talk about how pointless this post is going to be...

Or I could talk about what happened this weekend! I saw shrek 2 yesterday! That was so cute and funny! I loved the cat called Puss in boots. It was so adorable and manipulative. When it was about to be fighting with the knights, it turned on its big eyes to make the knights go "Awww" then the Cat kicks their asses!
I think Ill watch it again in couple months time...

I think I got like...3 homeworks to do but I reallllllyyyy dont have the motivation to do it. But hey, I never have the motivation to do it anyway!

I realllyyyy want to listen to music, I havent listened to it for yonks now....

i think i would have been more interesting if i had finished my homework before I came on here....

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 16:11:40 GMT

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Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:56:02 GMT

*Getting to know your TV*
What is your favorite TV show?	CSI!
What cancelled TV show would you bring back if given the chance?	Angel
Which reality TV show do you watch?	None?
What was your favorite children's show you watched as a kid?	alice in the wonderland
If you could CANCEL one TV show, which one would you dump?	CSI:NY..i dont mean it really..
What television character would you gladly run away with and MARRY?	Grissom!
Which TV show character most resembles you in your life?	...Sara or...Grissom in some ways
Which TV show character looks most like you?	sara..i got the same hair, eye colour and teeth gap!
Christian Troy or Sean McNamara?	sean!! hes more sexier!
Which Sex in the City character are you?	not sam....
Seth or Ryan?	ryam...
Who would you rather spend the day with: Will, Grace, Jack or Karen?	Jack!
Seinfeld: Genius or Ridiculous	who?
What tv show do you think is/was most influential?	CSI of course...
Cable or Satellite?	neither
Which TV character has your dream job?	Greg sanders
Who's your favorite character on the Sopranos?	who?
Which CSI do you prefer: Las Vegas or Miami?	Las Vegas all the way!
Which Law and Order do you prefer? (I'd give you a list, but I don't know all of them	Law and order:SVU
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:42:43 GMT

I feel....accompolished today! I finished my chemistry coursework, homework and....my BANNER!! Up there!!! ^ Its so pretty...I think it is..*sighs*

oKaayy, the chemistry coursework was boring, I could easily have fell sleep in the lesson! As if anyone wants know how heavy the mass of the solute of potassium nitrate and what temperature its crysals come back! How boring! and....im just soo bored! Made lots of icons which arent that good...

and i dont know which one i want to keep for my user icon! Need yourrrrr helllp!! Please! :)

I just dont know which one to have!!! They all look equally pretty to me...Anyway!

I got basketball tomorrow! I should be able to kick the boys ass, but i normally...fall on mine. But its not the point. I cant wait for the end of the week, then I can hang around with NICE people at GAP and church. Tess is starting it all again! The lesbian calling game! Its more hurtful when everyone joins in too! Im just going to ignore them at the moment, they are soo annoying that I rather read my book than speak to them! Oooh Im reading Uncles Toms Cabin, it is quite good and it is the 2nd book in row that has black racism in the main plot. I think that...the raicism in the 19th and 20th century was horrible!!The slavery and...how they lived....Im almost ashamed to be English! And 1/16 of an american *titters* ......Oh well!

C'est la vie! :)

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 21:11:28 GMT

Hmmph!!!!!! People say that they cant see my gorgeous banner! But it may not look that professional...but...the thing on it is gorgeous! Yes!!

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 22:58:00 GMT

Omgoodness!!! Look up there!!! Billy!!!!!!!!! Yay! :)

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 22:51:30 GMT

do anyone want to hear about the fact i cant wait til january? Til the new CSI episodes come! I realllllyyy want to watch it! meh...oh well! Ill just watch my tapes...and watch the geeklove!black_trigger and i mean grissom/sara! Anyway i really dont see why you ship for catherine/grissom..eugh,.. and....OOHh that guy in the beard....*tingles* He has lost of weight!!!!!

I totally think i need to play about with my layout...i want it to be full of picture of...the geeklove! Oh welll!!

Today was an ok day...kinda sucky cos i couldnt read my book on the way home because it was already dark! Bummer.

And i got a C for geography and im sooo sure the teacher ungraded it! I was like one mark off a B! Bummer.And i got two tests tomorrow. Is it me or does the teachers seem to hate everyone in year10? They keep giving us tests!!! Uhhh..im so tired because i havent been getting to sleep well..i hope i get a lovely sleep tonight!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 21:05:22 GMT

Thats it! im not going to church again! I will..but i dont feel like going ot church again! Im never going out again!! Just when I walked out of Kwit save and down the road, someone swore to me with their finger...why do they always do that to me??? why am i so different that they have to stick their finger at me!??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? and thats only one of the million reasons why im depressed..and isnt that funny??why am i always depressed?(forces a laugh)

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 18:02:23 GMT

Omgoodness! I havent posted here in a week..Oh well! Ill forgive myself.
Life havent been really that busy..at all. Oooh!!I got a digital camera!! So it means...my doggie pictures! Honestly, i take more pictures of my dog than the other pictures. Im not obsessed with my dog! I LOVE MY DOG! *sigh* isnt she gorgeous? Oohh! Theres my old bed pillow cover! I didnt realise that!

Ohhh I got to go to church... Hmmph! Ill be back to finish this later...